insanity
"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." Albert Einstein
This is grad school to the T.
research woes
Sigh, where to begin. I thuoght I was close to finding this phosphorylation site, which is the bulk of my project. I'm not, it's likely more complex than we realized. I think it's doable but may take another 2-3 months. So then a guest speaker came who is a friend of Jians, and we three sat down and talked about my project. Todd (the guest) asked about the biological significance of the phosphorylation, which we haven't shown yet. I am working on cloning a bunch of partner proteins to test this idea, but that's hopelessly screwed up too - it's been 6 months and I've gotten 2 clones out of 6, one turned out to be wrong. So I have 1 of 6 working. So that project is screwed up but there is hope.
Then she says that I need to do *another* project for the dissertation, which is looking at tyrosine phosphorylation and mapping tyrosine phosphorylation sites. This is actually more doable on the surface, because we have known candidate kinases (things that phosphorylate other proteins) and likely phos. sites. So this is the backup to it.
Then there was discussion of post-docs. She doesn't want me to stay in the lab to finish up my work and get papers published. The plan was to submit a paper (which is required for graduation), and revise it afterwords. Maybe will take 1/2 year to a year. Now she doesn't want me to stay in the lab, and wants to push me off to her old, retiring friend. I don't want to do that, but if I want to get the papers published, I will have to stay around this lab to get the experiments done that the paper reviewers will ask for.
So my current thinking is graduate December next year (next year), spend a few months finishing up the papers, then leaving town, since none of the labs around here so far have appealing post-doc prospectives.
On one hand I am of course frustrated that my graduation date has been pushed back yet again by my advisor. On the other hand this other project has more likelyhood of success (on the surface), and will result in another paper.